What I Really Want…

I want it.

Sex.

Glorious, hot, sweaty sex.

I want distraction.

I want to forget.

I want to feel different.

Alive.

Spontaneous.

Attractive.

Desired.

Craved.

Like I crave.

Forever craving things I constantly deny myself.

Tired of abstinence.

Tired of being scared.

Tired of counting all my blessings.

Tired.