I’ve felt really bad today

I’m lamenting my inbox being empty. I’m embarrassed by myself. I cried myself to sleep this afternoon. Em was wondering what was wrong with me, but I couldn’t explain out of embarrassment. I feel like a 12 year old. I feel stupid. I feel depressed. I want to lash out but I’ll just look like a freak and a bunny boiler. Life sucks. . .people suck.

It’s A Wild-life

The hog is still here, and on top of that, tonight saw the first appearance of the bats!!

Just a half hour ago, Em and I stepped out the front door to watch the bats whizz by our heads. One at first, then a second joined in after a few minutes. 

The wildlife of Britain is just ssssooo cool, and right by our door!

Springwatch is soon. I’m going to try and include a countdown clock, hope it works!